Not sure what to do…..

I love my husband, I really do.  My step-child though is a bit challenging and always has been.  I wish I could go back 10 years and do thinks so differently with this relationship.  I wish I could go back LOTS of years and do different things with my life but oh well, here I am pushing 50.  I get myself caught up in these messes and then I can’t get out.  My life is such a waste it seems.  I could have done so much more with it.  Regrets…I’ve had a LOT!!!