I love my husband, I really do. My step-child though is a bit challenging and always has been. I wish I could go back 10 years and do thinks so differently with this relationship. I wish I could go back LOTS of years and do different things with my life but oh well, here I am pushing 50. I get myself caught up in these messes and then I can’t get out. My life is such a waste it seems. I could have done so much more with it. Regrets…I’ve had a LOT!!!